Kinda sucks

You know the worst thing about when your girlfriend goes on long trips is that you sleep so bad when their gone. You spend the whole day thinking about them and you figure by 1030 you're probably gonna be tired and just knock right out. Well, you're wrong. You lay in bed for 40 minutes thinking about what they've been up to, how they are, if they've been taking a lot of pictures, if you're doing the same thing. Ya know the type of crap that none of your guy buddies really wanna hear about (or read about in their buddies blog for that matter) but it's the truth.

I tried the glaunt let. Reading, watching a little tube, attempting to think about nothing, all that nonsense. Blah. It just sucks. You never realize how you get so used to talking to somebody before you fall asleep and rambling to them about your day, them reciprocating, that when you can't do that, you can't get to sleep. I guess it just makes you realize what is important to you huh? I hope you're sleeping better than I am. Thank God I have nothign to do until 1 o'clock tomorrow. Chels if you read this after you return. Know that I slept kinda shitty while you were away. Not meant to make you guilty, just meant to show you're appreciated. Okay, sleep time.